a bunch of stuff..

Hello, i have" aligned my centre".. i am soo tired today, its done nothing but rain for most of the week.

I met a lovely Scottish woman at work today,i gave her a sponge bath, & she talked to me in her fantastic Scottish accent!

i have to go to my sister`s daughters catholic baptism,

more later...

Also..

I try to say goodbye & i choke!, try to walk away & i stumble.....

mmmhmmm!

yea..i say..yea!

things that make you go hmmmmm?

bliggidy blog!

Hey how`re u doin?

sew...today was weird, i like to stuff everything up.

waiting for the potatoes to boil..& veges, having chicken cor don blurgh!
hope its gonna taste nice??

been hanging out in blogger catching up with Pepe & Tricia, no comments on Tricia for a while, but have been worried about Pepe, she keeps going downhill & she has been thru so much. Just makes me hate the fact about all the suffering she has been thru & still is going thru, just seems like too much to bear.

Like how is she able to go on?

Is she going to survive this?

Is she going to come out the other end?

Is this the end?..even after all that suffering & waiting?,..is that it?

well in any case i have been praying for her & i hope she does get 2 have alife after all this!

Its the Saturday show....on a Sunday!

I got up this morning, & had 2 boiled eggs 4 breakfast, i fed the cats...well actually i fed the cats first..who can escape the sound of Fluffy`s incessant meows??

They herded me in, those 2 cats, walking deliberately in front of me...tripping me nearly into the fridge.. did i have a choice to feed them..no, not really.

I woke up early this morning, so much for sleeping in..

& anyway to change the topic..i have been waiting patiently for saturday to come, so i can once again indulge myself in the art & timing, the rhythm, the beat, the diggy diggy BOOM! of the drums..maaaan i so love it! its a real challenge to get it all just right..i get super satisfaction out of getting it right & having perfect timing etc.

I can`t stop tapping my hands & feet, always fidgeting, tapping, moving to the big drum in my head...

um deciding what i`m gonna do next?? ummmmmmmmm?
am gonna go get some food fom Pak n Save, then gonna go watch my dvds, have got the movie Babel, with Brad Pitt in it & One Last Dance, with Patrick Swayze in it.

ok gonna go now.
Kt & I say this to each other..instead of saying" i love you" in the normal fashion , we say,
ahhhh lurrrv yeeeew!

just thought i`d finish with..byeee
& ahhh lurrrrv yeeeew!
:)

Post Haste..!!

Hi!, its barely been 5 mins & i`m posting again already,i`m just in the mood to blog!

I`m not sure where this is about to go? or how long i`m about to blog for, but i just chose anew template! do you like? the other template was minima black..i no like!..2 depressing!

its 11.17pm here at the mo..i`m a late nighter, a night owl.. i love the night, its much more peaceful, i get time to myself, to do whatever, usually spent on the computer at night, i usually have the headphones on, playing loud music, & cruising `round cyber space..

whatta life......sigh

Got drumming in the morning..love it..i`m addicted..i just wanna "mainline" the drums!
diggy diggy boom!

brr its cold tonight, as it is everynight in winter..just popped my hoody over my head,

house is so quiet..it was raining b4 & the phone has rung twice 2night..

i think i have run out of things to say???

gotta boil the jug for my hottie..as in hot water bottle
& then i`ll pop half a sleep tab & call it a night

hmmm yay

too ra!

Today

Hi..today i went to work, {i work for the Salvation Army homecare.}

Then my daughter who is just about 7, had Jumpjam..which is a fitness/ dancing type thing that the kids do..& the whole school did that today , as well as having a sausage sizzle!..yea baby yea!.. i had lunch with Katey (my daughter) at the school, because i went & watched the jumpjam, as i just said!

Today is also the last day of the school term..so she has 2 weeks holiday off school & i`m in one of those situations where my child has 2 spend every second weekend at her fathers & so she has to spend a week at ben`s[ her father].

i`m so not looking forward to her going there!..

She is also going to spend a week at my mothers house..so i won`t see her for nearly 2 weeks!!!I have to work, so i really don`t have much choice..

I don`t even like my job..that much..i feel like a slave..sometimes

Also as a side note..as i sigh..

i have been keeping up with 2 blogs..Confessions of a a cf Husband & Friends of Pepe, I have prayed quite a lot for the first blog, cos its such an incredible story, areal true life ,miracle, tear jerker,, an amazing story or as i prefer to call it an "out-mazing"[ which is a mixture of outstanding, & amazing] story.

I am really drawn in by the cf husband story, i check it everyday! man what an addict! I know more about them , than they do about me! its weird how you think you know ppl, just by regularly reading a blog..i feel like i know them,

I like true life storys, i have always read biographys, they are my faveourites.

& this chick Pepe in the other blog was at deaths door, literally, now she has just had a lung transplant & we are all waiting to see what happens next, but the person who writes that blog doesn`t blog often enough, & it can be really frustrating!! 2 the max.

My daughter who i`ll just call Kt.[.saves writing my daughter all the time] is as we speak at her "fathers" i say "fathers"because he never takes her to his own house, he takes her to his mothers & she looks after her..hes a real mummys boy..that is an entirely different blog..which i will blog about in the future..sometime :)

i promise..it`ll do me good to blog about that!
the whole gory story
warts n all

oh the pain..the misery
pause..not!

lols

i might keep up with this blog thing,
it has the potential to be cool?!

i hope this saves & doesn`t get lost somewhere in cyber space!
my broardband has slowed down to dialup, which is a shame, because i feel like watching some music vids on youtube.oh well..

ok its goodnight from me
& its goodnight from you..
byeee mwah